You stay and forget where the heart is

Friday, September 29, 2006!

Right where you want me - Jesse Mccartney :D
BABY
TAKE ME ON A JORNEY
I'VE BEEN THINKING LATELY
I COULD USE A LITTLE TIME ALONE WITH YOU
CRAZY
LET'S DO SOMETHING MAYBE
PLEASE DON'T TAKE YOUR TIME
YOU GOT RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT ME

I'm falling in love with this song :)

Ok, today you shall remember me as the person who screwed up the most :D
I did many many many bad things, naught Charlotte. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

1) errr, i woke up at 6. yknow 6's like super late for me. i was knocking off in the train, dying to sleep :/
2) chinese, i paid attention, i forgot everything by the end of the class :/
3) maths test, weeheezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz SCREWED. But Mr Lau was right, learn from your mistakes then you won't make them anymore :) i don't care even if i failed that paper, not azin fail fail lor. Azin, fail try harder :D weeheez, i lubbb chuuu maths :) - though i suck at it :/
4) after school, I LEFT MY WATER BOTTLE IN RIFLE RANGE :( & that happened like a million times this week! JUST THIS WEEK, i ran up and down to retrieve my water bottle :(( oh well, my love took it for me! I LOVE LOVE :) you made me happier!
5) in macdonalds, after a few hours of usual muggings, i was fighting with yunno and i deleted all her inbox msges with my magic finger. (wow finger, you suck:D) she got into a crying mode for the next 20 minutes, then i was like sooooo guilty so i decided to leave but missy gave me a huge bite ( LOVEBITE!) and licked my hand. yknow the teeth marks are still there!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) clarissa's small smiley ball :) i kicked hahahhaa long story

so more or less, good or bad day. I don't know :) I'll upload my photos tomorrow or next time. BYE!

10:12 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006!

(i shall not be bothered to type capital letters) - :)

english papers, screwed screwed screwed screwed screwed. letter writing, see why i stopped writing letters?! daaaaaamn. mrs lee didn't do anything for class, i was just doing something which i forgot which obviously was ummm nothing? ;) walalalalallaa, paper 2 walalalalalala i got nothing to say but it'll be screwed its always screwed.

NOW CAPS LOCK!
DOUBLE SCIENCE BESIDE LOVE :O WAS IT DA BEZZZZZZZT OR THE BEZZZZZZZZT.
WE DID MAGIC ;D
WE MADE MR TAN PISSED BECAUSE OF LAUGHING GAS ;D
WE MADE HIM MADE US ALMOST GOT SENT OUT (AGAIN) ;D
WE TORE THE ORANGE PAPER INTO PIECES AND PLAYED OUR SECRET JIGSAW ;D
WE LISTENED TO CLASS EVEN THOUGH WE DID NOT HAVE THE WORKSHEET BECAUSE WE CHANGED OUR FILES ;D
WE LOVE SCIENCE CLASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSES ;DDDDDDDD !
- i need to bring my camera to school more often, weeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

i clipped my nails, i feel happy and clean :P

baby take me on a journey
ive been thinkin latley i could use a little time alone with you
crazy
lets do something maybe
please dont take your time
you got me right where you want me
:D

10:29 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006!

Mermer, i love you! I really love you, i love you like there's no tomorrow. I love you for giving me the autographed JL badge! I love you for giving me a brand new one somemore! I LOVE YOU MELISSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D

I'm sorry yunhua for getting you into trouble with Francis, :( At least we finally ordered our nametags right? I love you chillpill! Thanks for making my english/chinese class so full of crap :D
Your bloody poem! OMG, YOU BLOGGED ABOUT MY ALMOST-PEE-IN-THE-PANTS-THING! Smartass. http://happyinsanity.blogspot.com

/ Edited
SWEET : TOO SWEET : TOO GODDAMIT SWEET: TOO FUCKEN SWEET
Right now how i'm feeling, you won't know and you won't understand.

6:55 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006!

Oh mother of cows, singapore!!!!!! WHY ):
I salute the man, Jonathan Leong, he's still mine & aneesa's! :D
Oh well, happy to all hady fans out there.
I'll send flying kisses to all faithful jl fans who rooted for him since the start (winkwink ME!)

SMILE BABY! JL TILL FOREVER [: GET HIS SINGLE FOR ME OKAY AND I'LL HUG YOU OR LET YOU HUG ME :D

I love PE today, i injured 5 people. Sylvia particularly :D
I surfed and the ball landed on her head, on her legs, on her stomach. Omffffffffffff, amanda got hit by birdy! in the stomach. Apparently, charlotte spreaded today's crazy disease :D
The ball almost went out of the window. I love volleyball already! Though i suck at the test today, i hit Ms Quek. -thank you.
I see my future soccer team :D amanda, birdy, yunno, jolene & ME! HAHAHAHHA. This week's NYAA happens to be soccer too! YAY :) I almost died in the morning run today because of WHO?! TRIO! :DDDDDDD

I LOVE MY BESTBEST :) Busrides rock hard with you :)

10:29 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006!

You clean up good, a little too good.
It scares me.
I may have lied, white lies whatever.
But you moved like snap.
Snap snap snap snap, SNAP.

I'm going to tear away your letter, i wonder what you did with mine.

6:04 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006!

-Orange brings back memories

-Where's my eyes. I'm green :) we're green :)

I had an awesome day! Studied + Fun = Trio's saturday! :D & i cut my hair, screw the fringe.
Exams = i don't give a damn about my hair :)
Neoprints with hubs, lunch, library, clarissa's, home. How best can i possibly spend my saturday? :D

Actually i wanted to blog about my whole day but then, if i did it won't be special anymore. Heeheehee, i'd love to keep the moment :) But photos next time :))

> I HATE COCKROACHES, FUCK. They were so closed to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, i wonder was it the same one me & my bro fought with or what but omg, i'm dying now :/ i can't sleep at night anymore knowing that there's cockroaches in my house ):

chillpill: No matter what happens, i'll be here, clarissa'll be here :) The trio'll stand by each other! :D Cheer up :) Loves you truckloads :D
hubs: STOP HUGGING ME AND MOLESTING ME, don't get so turned on la. I know it's by me :D haha!

I love the trio! :DD
& BESTBEST I LOVE YOU TOO!, SAW YOUR BLOG BUT I CAN'T TAG SO YEP :D I know you'll read this :) someday. Haha :D

11:15 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006!

I see you've moved on, good for you.

Today, i sat beside yunno for every single classssssssssssssss :D English/lit(3 periods!!!!!!) was a breeze :DD
Played with stickers, me and yunno decided to paste one on top of our bagde cause we don't have our nametags :D My sticker was full YELLOW! & hers was border green and green tiny-lined.
Chinese was damn kns, oh well. Love told me some stuffs, my mood went from happy-crazy into pissedoff-crazy. My limittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt! OUR LIMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :@@@@@@@@
Maths, mmhm okay la :) though i can't rmb much. Assembly, JAZZ :D How cool man!
Higher chinese after school, apple tea partner and i got confused with laoshi cause she started it! We were like the only 2 blindrats.

-shit my brother's complaining.

D&T awhile, i picked out a million scrap wood for pw :D jasmine, pei qi & elanie quek's DAMN FUNNY, omgggggggggggggggggg. Haha, funny 2C people :)) Bused to jolene's house, i love the bus ride! Sharing time :D
Did some stuffs, talked a lot. Bestbest's the bestest in my life :DD I love you! yknow what, i knew what your reaction would be :) Thank god i told you everything, i didn't hide okay. Sweetcheeks, i reached home at 10 :D

fucken dragonfly landed and crawled on my neck, i almost died. eeeew, bestbest IT IS SO NOTTTTTTT A SPIRIT. Okay, byebye! I'm happy (?) cause you moved on, am iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Let me go think about it.

10:41 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006!

Mornings with chillpill the nut's super fun :D
Today we had morning run again, we laughed like some asses again and before we knew it we got tired and slowed down but we were so close to finishing the runs. This time, the both of us were dying.
Chinese, i was like, "can you stop talking back to laoshi" to chillpill. -clapclaps, i rock :D
PE, volleyball test. 4, 4 :( I want a 555555555555555, why won't the effff ball land in my hands! Haha, amanda's my partner :D Miss quek knew we were peeping at the scores so she was like "go away before i change it!" quite fun yeah (:
English, my attention was on some other things. But i did my homework so yep :D unless SOME people, hah. The one on my right particularly :D
Recess, frisbeeeeeeeeeee. How gay was the game, i can't throw the frisbee! gwen said i was like throwing plates :D hubs just took the frisbee and RUN, omg that point we almost died laughing. 2-0, we won (: I had $2 worth of nuggets :D Chillpill and I had a great talk with the auntie selling the nuggest :D
So, CME and geog was not that high. But Mdm Mas did say something that got me all emotional and yeaaaa, ydon't wanna know. I'm really blessed with my lovelys! (: Geog, i was like repeating what Ms Seah said. I can't remember what it was but it was something like us talking too much or something. Then she heard, yingxiu didn't stop me so i continued. "CHARLOTTE!" omg, almost died. Rushed through notes :DDDDDD And i'm done!
Science! Was damn fun (: Why? I'm with my LOVE.
I love sitting beside you love :) All the retarded moments shared :DD Mr Tan has this liking nowadays to send either me, love or chillpill OUT of the class. Actually i don't mind yknow :) How fun would it be?

AFTER SCHOOL.
OMG ME & CHILLPILL TURNED ON SOME WRONG BUTTON IN US AND WE WERE "FIGHTING" FROM THE HOUSE CRAFT ROOM TO THE BUS FOR LIKE 20 MINUTES? FEIYING AND HUBS WERE THE VICTIMS :D LAUGHING LIKE SOME PIGS, ALL FOUR OF US :D Yunno, we must do this more often okay :)
-just don't make people apologise to your neh. They seem to be like magnets, people STICK their hands on them :D

My posts are getting very lengthy, i just can't get enough of my honeys! :D
Just a few more weeks and it's goodbye to some of us :( okay now, byebye!

Oh, yesterday was spongebob day :D

4:20 PM

Monday, September 18, 2006!

I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry?
It's hard to forget, and yes, I regret all these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving me,
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes;
I watch as you cry, but it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort, driving you home?
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me?
Now that I find that you've changed your mind, I'm lost for words,
And everything I feel for you, I wrote down on one piece of paper,
the one in your hand
You won't understand how much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?

You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort, driving you home
'Cuz I'll never know, ooh, yeah

All this time, you've been telling me lies,
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes,
And when I asked you, I knew I was right,
But if you turn your back on me, now,
When I need you most,
But you chose to let me down, down, down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me and back down?

Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort?
You're pushing me out when I wanted in
What was I just about to discover?
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out when I wanted in,
What was I just about to discover?
And I got too close for comfort, driving you home
Guess I'll never know

McFly- Too close for comfort

I love science classes with my lolololoLOVE :D Love, i hope you're reading this cause my science classes rock when you're beside me! Teaching me those that i don't know of :) Oh before that was the 10NYAA rounds :D Run with yunno! She made me laugh, like at the 7th round she was dying already. Haha, morning runs are fun [: !
PE & Dance, i like volleyball but i can't play so point to note, practise moreeeee :) dance got A again! :DD Miss Lim Hui Ser Jolene! practised so much and screwed uppppppppppppppppp! I tell you ah, we cannot practise! On the spot then wooo A together :) frisbeeeeeeee, sucked. I don't know how to play. Miss Quek seperated me from the clique ): booooooooo, oh well it's fun talking to jazlyn :D she called me mummy! 1-0? 2-0 we lost :D haha! the frisbee was only at THAT PART of the court, knnnnnns.
Art, cold cold cold cold cold cold COLD! walked in the rain before that :D with jolene & teresa! Then maths, Miss Lee Yun Hua was dancing to everytime we touch, so i danced with her :D really retardeddddddddddd. Maths was filled with question marks.
Geog O.O Miss Seah tortured me for saying out a whole eff up chank of global warming & stuff but overrall, i managed to get somethings in me head :)
Jurong Point with hubs, cherie and clarie. Now i'm home, shall mug right now! BYEBYE [:

I love my bestfriend :D I love my chillpill :D I love my love :D I love my husband :D I love the clique! :DDD

5:32 PM

Sunday, September 17, 2006!

I still left 1 maths paper, look at the time, should i do it? geessh :/

Mr motivation, i can('t) go on without you.
Why & how come.

11:04 PM

16th September - Yunhua's 14 :D
21st September - Collette's 14 :D

Okay, i'm going to post (almost) all the photos for yesterday.
Jurong Point, Bugis, East Coast, Airport, Sakae sushi,Town, Heeren, The Villa'ge,
Cine movie chamber, Ikea, Supper @ paris panjang, HOME :D

Hubs, you look really gay here :D

The sea washed away (maybe) all my troubles, :)

As i was easing up on my stress and all, those two gays were playing.

sakae :D

I've got salmon for a tongue :D

omg, my eff face :D

Hello, miss birthday porn :D

Loves.

'
My plate of veggies :D

TRIO! :D 3005,0107,1609-1992!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHILLPILL, HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY CAUSE I SURE DID [: Love you more more more! Thanks for being there when i needed, yknow what LALALALALALALA :) happy birthday!
For all the great and rough times, you know me well :D You don't wash your present OKAY!

I love East Coast Park :) ! I'm a new person after that :):):):):):):)

Superman's still my favourite song.

3:11 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006!

This is damn depressing.

I'm the cause of all these shit, let me clean it up myself.
I wanted it, i asked for it some more, i don't know what know.
I can only blame myself.
But as i started thinking, it was like so what if it continues? Won't it still be the same. Won't it still be like this?! I've got no answer for that.
Now even jay chou's making me sad, why all his songs all like that one :"(
My brain's so blocked, i'm having a splitting headache.

I should stop thinking about it, hopefully tomorrow i can clear my thoughts.

Would you listen and believe my explaination?
Right now, i can't even believe myself now. I'll go delete everything now, byebye.
I wanted your call so badly but you sounded as if you were dying to hang up. Nvm, forget it. It's okay, it hung.

I need BUS197 now :"(
I need trio, i need my love, i need xiao bai tu jokes, i need i need i need to clear my memory of you.

If superman starts playing right now, i'll just breakdown :/

I always tell people to not think so much, when you're being slapped with this type of situations.
How do you deal with it, emo friday.

9:29 PM

There's this HTTP 500 Internal Server Error for all the blogger sites i'm going into, is it my computer or everybody's having the same problem? But the weird thing's i can still blog :D

Three periods of english/lit was damnzz productive, and this time i was sitting beside yunno again!
We've been working better and better nowadays baybeh :] -shakes head like crazy and sing; she got me influenced, so we kept doing that :D Iee llurrbb chuu yunnixx :)
Recess, volleeeeehball with yingxiu and mermer (!!) :D mermer made me and xiuxiu laughed like madness and i rolled on the ground :D then xiuxiu left for her duty and i played with mermer, yknow what i suck at volleyball! Eh wait, me and mermer suck at it :D We'll get better yes!
Chinese, omg omg omg laoshi's classroom was so goddammit dirty and eew she made us do reflection on that. It was the rubbish left behind by the girls taking chinese orals yesterday/the day before. walao it was a lot of litter. Laoshi rocks! Okay, i'm going to say this- Laoshi rocks! Though she always scold me for being so distracted by others and inflencing people and being so noisy, she rocks! Cause she played this jay chou song in class :D about tea! Like how cool is that, wooah ohh ye ye pao de cha you zhong wei dao jiao zhuo jia :DD yun sang like a million times :/ this line, only.
Maths/assembly was all spent on Ex 13, it sucked :/ i was so confused and everything and arghhhhhhh, i was so pissed with myself. Me, yunhua and jolene spent like forever doing them. I was the last to finish :"(
After school, chinese test was okay :D Then sharing time with lolololoLOVEliseah! :D Talked like so long and oh man, i love you honey :] ! You are one of my pillar of support! :D xoxo!

Today's my cousin's birthday, i got him colour pencils, superman erasers and some stickers.
Smiling to himself :) He's damn happy now because of the presents, aww man how cute!
Doing his homework now :D Dinner together with my whole family, how fun :)

My cutie's 6 this year :)

What happened to forever & ever?
- it became forever & ever goodbye.

5:21 PM

Thursday, September 14, 2006!

OMG, YUNHUA WAS JUST SAYING WHAT IF HADY & JONATHAN DRAW IN THE FINALS.
OMG, NO NO NO NO NO! JONATHAN WILL WIN!
OMG, I'LL GIVE ALL THE JL FANS A FLYING KISS NOW! MUACK MUACK MUACK :DDD

As usual this week when the results were revealed, even before the results, charlotte screamed like some ass around the house. And when JL got in, she got into a semi-screamingjumpingwheeeing mood and her grandfather rushed into the room *starestarestare* scream for what! crazy! -charlotte stops, and continue screaming and jumping.
Now even my mummy knows my secret love for JL! -jonathan got in huh? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS *beams :D

Muack muack muack JL FANS! :D

I don't know,
what's happening between the both of us.
You hung up and never called back, i texted you and you never replied.
Are you trying to use reverse psychology on me?
Cause if you are, stop. I.Can't.Take.It.
Your blog, that line, i don't know what it meant, i hope it's not what i think it is.
My heart's already gone now.

Even i hate seeing myself letting my mood torment me.

(school) !! ran like 1o++ rounds for morning runs, chinese- damn cool! I love hanyupinyin :D pe- volleyball, i injured somebody again. last lesson peggy, this lesson sylvia. I'M SO SORRY :D english- wrote half of my compo. recess- game :D quite fun, i miss playing as a class! 2D!! :):):)
CME WAS ZE BOMBZZZZ TODAY, YUNNO YOU TURN ME ON! Haha, it's not the first day we know of that. Cause i turn you on too :)
geog- errrr, i can't remember. i think i didn't do anything, yingxiu!!!! helped me write everything cause i was lazy ;D lazy X 10000000000000000000000000000000
science- oh man, he finished everything! REVISION TIME :D okay, first time i thought the lesson was alright in the rifle range.
laksa party! :D I love laksa :DD:D:D:D:D:D:D ikea, then clarissa's, then tuition :D

I'M BARNEY ON WEBCAM, DAMN FUNNY! Clarissa has the screenshot teresa took :D

okay, byebyebyebye! PHOTOS NEXT TIME, i'm having my dinner now!

JONATHAN LEONG!

9:05 PM

Wednesday, September 13, 2006!

mind = go
heart = stay

Stop me from melting with everything you once told me,
stop me from wanting to ask more,
stop me from replying your msg,
stop me from trying,
just stop me from making everything so beyond my reach.

(school) science classes are being so slacked, i can't concentrate in the rifle range esp without my love! please go back to the science lab, though my science sucked bad, i'd prefer the lab :D
D&T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JOLENE-OOOOOOOOOOOOO, WE'RE SCREWED (: Are we? Haha. I love maths class ^^!
*teresa, give me the web for the dumbledore thingy! {will you be here?}

OH YESSSSSS, i was waiting like some ass for some msg from somebody.
And i was really bu kai xin, so i told somebody and that somebody did not reply me online, he went to send me an sms! Haha, though it's not from that somebody, THANK YOU WENKWAN! :D
I was kai xin after that, haha and continued waiting :/:/:/:/:/
Yknow how fast time flies when it's term 4, the more i'm trying to refrain from blogging or coming online,
i never fail to disappoint myself. uhhhhhhhh :/ oh well, i'll do (VERY) constructive revision [:
It's just going to be a few more weeks, then finals. 2D'll be splitted up, all of us in different streams.
I don't know why when i try to pen down my thoughts on this splitting issues, i type and delete. Sometimes somethings some thoughts just cannot be captured down with words and besides my writing ain't so good.
But i'm just thankful i've been in 2D with the most wonderful people (!!) and formed new bonds with people i never thought i can share things with (like my appleeeeeeeee tea partner!) okaaaay, i'll leave my emo to another day.

I see a new message received, oh god i'm going to switch my phone off.
Thanks for making my mood go up and down, go on a rollercoaster ride, and i'm going on the worst time of my life. Charlotte, make up your mind.

7:19 PM

Tuesday, September 12, 2006!

I suffer from Schizotypal. > Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

(TRUE, VERY TRUE.) - oh well, at least i feel that i've got the best people i can be with right now :D

One word, hello (: - can i say it made my day? Yes, it did. It most certainly did.
My actions > against my heart > benefits the both of us, get it?
If i don't * you, why am i still replying your smses? And you happily sent back a DOT, not that i'm complaining. Just don't reply next time if you want me to know it's a dot, 1) it waste your msges. 2) i hate short msges. 3) i don't know what to reply and that's $%&^%$(*&#& !infuriating

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

I hate tuesdays, i hate these BORING geog classes, chinese classes left me all ?.? what ting li! (i'm going to study for friday's test & that goes against MY POLICY OF CHINESE. haha righttt) maths, I LOVE YINGXIU & THAT'S ALL :D I love maths ^^ (i like this ^^ smiley!)
RECESSSSSSSSS- I love twister ice creams :D both types!
IT/PW was so screwed, haha oh well. English/lit was productive, i finished all my work and this time i sat beside yunhua. Yknow how we can distract each other as well as the peopole around. Today, jolene was the one turning around, giving that smile/grin/face, on the attempt of distracting us both. Plan worked? Not likely :D I love you bestbest! My other half :)
my huge zit -.-

4:19 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006!

School was alright, cause it was the first day of the term [:
Talked with my loveeeeeeeeeeeee for like so long today, i love my love big time!
Love knows me inside-out (:
Oh man, geog. It's back to :/:/:/:/ days again, why! Because of the change. Geog test = sucked = 30 MCQs = suckish level to the max !
I broke my file, so i was dammit cranky. It died in my hands and it's barely 1 day old, like joe said my boyfriend'll die. Harhar very funny, you thank god i'm single :D
Ikea with my hubs! Started singing really weird random songs and haha i was irritating :)
So we went to buy a new file after our bus 197 ride, free show honey! free show! :D

Things to do:
1) maths worksheet
2) chinese summary
3) PW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight

*
I like talking to you, no matter what happened between us
i like sharing my stuff with you cause you've this tinge in you
that makes me really want to be your friend.
Though time has passed and tides have changed,
i'll never forget the friendship we made.
I hope you liked the video :)

7:22 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006!

Hi people, i just remembered i've got a geog test that's from lesson 1 to 33 tomorrow :D
And i'm bringing my cousin out for a movie later, so hahahah i'm sooooo dead.

Geog test tomorrow - reversi with yunhua now. How great's my time management.

But because of the fact that msn is balls, the game's loading at a turtle rate.

{ I miss everybody that makes school happy for me! }

Like i've said, you know better what'll happen.
And now you proved me completely and 100% right that,
you're just that type of person who'd never keep to your words (:
I don't have to explain anything, it has already been done and said.
So why should i keep my promises when your heart has already :/:/:/:/:/ Thank you for nothing.

The day at tea chapter when we went bananas with Collette's phone :D
Yknow yunhua, this is the first time you took photo with me without reflection. How cool, i love you [:

1:01 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006!

There must be a way to block all these f up thoughts from coming in and invading my mind,
"block this thought from seeing or contacting you" :/
you're the cause of my mood, how nice. (If you read this, then it's not you)
somehow i don't have the time to bother these things anymore, so yay (:
but then something that always cheer me up big time's forever mantou's drawing :D
thankssssssssssss leeeeeeong!
& the usual craps & my certain-ah gong's singing over the phone :DD

I'M GOING TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN (:

credits: neeeeeeeeeek leeeeeeeong :D

Due to my laziness, i refused to buy or find and change batteries for my camera so it's been dead for the past week :D GOOD BYE!

10:51 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006!

Trust me, you know better what'll happen. I'm just somebody who doesn't like being pushed.

Higher chinese outing today, like so cool baybeh :D
But towned with milesy, yunno and adeline. We were late eventually, haha cause me and yunno went to take neoprints. Omg, i haven't taken prints for a few months? At least 2, ok nothing important.
I love clams, yummm! :D
My shoes were being :/:/:/ again, i don't like kicking them cause they'll have the :((( thingthing in front! So many blisters.
Then we went to the Tea Chapter, wooooooo :D I like making tea! I like smelling them, i hate drinking them.
Me & yunno got many of our random answers correct, you doooooooof.
French fries with tea :D OH OH, YUNNO ALMOST GOT KIDNAP AND SHIPPED TO ANOTHER COUNTRY BY A STRANGER. Haha, okay not :D She got on the wrong cab, loser. It was the most lol moment.
We waited for a bloody cab for like errrr, 20 minutes? Great.
Now i'm at her house, with the bloody computer going crazy (with her) It's very scary.
We had porridge :D

Cuts right through my heart, cuts down my hands, cut me with your words.

7:11 PM

Thursday, September 07, 2006!

charlotte: your phone sucks.
joe: my phone sucks?
charlotte: yeah.
joe: suck what?
joe: my phone got no mouth, how to suck!
He cheered me up when i was like sooooooooooo sad, thanks rubbish :D

I've finished all my holiday homework for a start :D

11:14 AM

Wednesday, September 06, 2006!

what happens when a red pole when dropped into the sea?

it gets wet...

okay, wth but seriously, it's get wet ma! -joe.

11:28 PM

Right now, i am going to drown myself in my chinese text.
Let's see i took 15 minutes to understand 3 paragraphs and i've 10 more to go and my work is to summarise the passage. Laoshi called me in the morning, like she sounded so sweet but yknow that sweetness'll soon become horror when she goes crazeh :/

1:20 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006!

I'm still in chillpill's jacket and my head's still splitting.
How great.

woosh with emotions :D :/:/:/:/:/

9:04 PM

4 words:
I can't stand it.

I pretty much screwed up today:
1) i forgot i left my blooooody wallet in my dad's car and my everything's like inside so i had to take my brother's wallet to school today.
2) orals- me- don't match- walaoeh i hate my oral voice, so gay.
3) i saw something, i didn't want to see, i really didn't expect it, OH SHUT UP CHARLOTTE
4) i lost birdy in chopsticks, kns you used my method to beat me! raah, i like chopsticks okay.
5) i found out that my toes and my neck's like crazeh now.
6) I HAVE LIKE SO MUCH HOMEWORK NOT TOUCHED.

Omg, why do i have to make my life sound so sad.
Oh well, happy sad day today! & it's only 9.45. Trio! I NEED YOU NOW. now now now now now now now now but you're probably preparing to head to school or something, smartasssssssssss.

Like yoooooooooooooo, i'm going back to sleep.

9:33 AM

Monday, September 04, 2006!

26 contacts in my list has tortoise in front of their nicknames :D
BUT the trio decided to do something unique!
& kns you two knsshittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt yknow what you did! KNS, i can't believe i still love you so much. Haha! :DD

Lovewrecked was pretty okay but the threatre is like some freezer.
4th September 2006:)

9:22 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006!

I was blog-hopping and i bumped into one of my ex-classmate's blog, Audrey.
And i quote " time flies. treasure it.in the end we end up in different schools.with different environment. different classes.different friends. but we are still together as one. (: " unquote.
Even though i wasn't close to other people in 6A last time,
it was really great settling down with our own busy lives and catch up with one another.
It's like a period where you put aside your worries and stuff and bond.
Something i liked a lot about my primary school was the fact that you didn't have so much to worry about back then and right now, even if you try not to think about things they'll just hand around in your head and refuse to get out.

Still, as time goes on, some things changes when others doesn't.
I'll never forget how you told me those stuff over the phone. I didn't want that moment to end.
My heart can't stay here anymore.

Tomorrow :D

9:15 PM

~~In the car, I just cant wait...~~
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didnt know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you'll think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever and ever... lets make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for one minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please dont look at me with those eyes
Please dont hint that your capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss

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Today's post;
CLARISSA HUBS WAS SICK SO I WENT OVER TO VISIT HER WITH A GIANT BOARD AND YAKULTS :D
THEN I WENT OUT WITH MY PARENTS
~~& now i'm (still) on the phone with boo :D~~

- short & sweet.

1:23 AM

Friday, September 01, 2006!

Right now
somehow maybe only clarissa knows how i feel, but there's more.
why the fuckkkkkk am i so not-positive right now, you tell me! oh man :/
maybe because

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i'm being sucha loser :/

10:27 PM

my whole inbox's you :D
my whole unanswered call's you :D
you you you youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D
i feel so :D

I'll lock up my heart
and throw away the key
if thats what it takes
To keep you with me <3

2:34 PM