Monday, August 21, 2006!

Hey
mum,
it's
a
91.
:"(

Oh brother how did you make mummy so proud of you? Why can't i get the same thing?
I don't know why i'm trying so hard, i've changed a lot.
I curbed my anger, i extended my studying time, i do this i do that, just to prove that i want you to know i'm trying very hard to be the daughter of your dream, or at least a good daughter.
I never thought i could be lower than this, have you seen somebody get so upset with their A1 results?!
Am i failing you expectations? Mummy :"(

I'm willing to forfeit my everything, just to make you be proud to call me yours.
You seem so happy calling Lionel or Roy yours, what about me :"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""(

Anyhow, i still love you though... Maybe i should get used to being a nobody at home, forever.

Should i blog about school? http://happyinsanity.blogspot.com/
Mr tan, can you teach a little bit more hmm.. properly?! It's like instalment the way you speak.
Mr lau, i like set language and notations a lot.
Mdm z, you pretty much scare the shit out of me.
Mr seow, i like to stone during your lessons and i dont like it when you cut my stone away.

I GOT A FOR DANCE, with jolene! Photo-taking, OMG HAHAHA. Last minute but i guess my hair was alright?

My schoollife's :) with jolene yunno clarissa lizzie & many many other people lately. WO AI NI MEN <3
Guess, people could get low sometimes, no matter you guys are my energysource!to world destruction, haha juts kidding :DD

Thanks neek, you've been great help for you're a great mantou friend :]
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