You stay and forget where the heart is

Thursday, August 31, 2006!

+ rulang + lunch + movie :D

My 31st August was super woo! I'm happy :)

8:31 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006!

Don't say good-bye, just dry your eyes
A tear for everything that I did wrong
Don't say goodbye, just dry your eyes
Listen now just try and see me please don't leave me now.

I can't wait to see all my primary schoolmates :D

10:23 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006!

Seriously, 2D has very funny people :D
funny geog lesson, funny chinese lesson, funny maths lesson, funny IT enrichment, funny english & lit lesson :D

I had a war with yunno today, during maths.
Yknow how we always cut * and draw on *, today i took the * and started poking her.
Then before anything happened, we were creating like a nuisance with it. -pokepokepoke :D She's damn weakkkkkkkkkkkkkk, she's got cuts all over her hands & I've got nothing :D
Charlotte almighty.
She's still complaining about how violent i am, but she also fought back. It takes two hands to clap :D
Her cuts had blood, haha seriously we're meant to abuse each other.
During chinese we were fighting too, omg :D can you stop bullying me yunhua! haha.

CA2, i'm pretty happy with my results :D

WOOOOOOO I LOVE APPLE TEA :D JOLENE'S MUM SAID I SEEM HEALTHY CAUSE I TURNED DOWN THE PACKET DRINK IN HER HOUSE, HAHAHAHA ACTUALLY I HAD APPLE TEA DOWNSTAIRS HER HOUSE.
I LOVE APPLE TEA! :D Seriously!

9:27 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006!

2decafB:

GO ON, JUST FUCKEN GO ON.

9:40 PM

Monday blues :/
science: ketchup with lizzieeeeeeeeeee my ever lovely :D I love your new hair!
pe&dance: random dance &amp;amp;amp;amp; all, rock & roll was ferrrrr-annnnn. 'cept when :/ :/ :/
art: slept, woke up, disturb people, talked with felicia :D she's damn nice, heh heh. Shared some stuffs and all :) Love you!
maths: i'm slammed with a biggggggggggggg QUESTION MARK(?) Haha, but i kind of figured it out? With the help of xiuxiu & fel :D (i don't know errrrr about proper set and subset)
geog: i can't rmb though it was last period :D
Home with adelineyap :D went off to clarissa's house! She made me so gay on the way there, my phone flewwww and a bunch of men on the truck followed me scream :D YOU DRIVE AWAY ALL MY SADNESS HONEY! ;D webcammed with neek, sweetheart & adelineng :D how funny. heeheeeheeeee :)

Do whatever you want to do, i don't/won't even give a damn. (you think i'm talking about you? Ha, you've got no idea)
NOTHING YOU DO CAN EVER AFFECT ME.
it's not you, if you read my blog.

6:24 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006!

I haven't blog for three days :D

2D won lit-on-stage :D
After all the rehearsals that not everybody attend, all the maths lessons we forfeitted, all that scoldings for eating in class, all the HAHAHAHAHA yknow, yay 2D! We made it :D
It was a rather happy moment, :) :) :) :) :) :)
Then yesterday at Northland, our play became a comedy :D
The hugging incident, helenkeller's changing clothes & eye-mo incident :D
After which, some of us went to town for lunch and roamed about.

11:50 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006!

Yknow how i always (not) listen in D&T class,
yknow how i always (not) do D&T homework,
yknow how much i got for D&T! HAHAHAHAH 38/50.
Someday D&T's just going to drop a bomb down on me with all the theory & stuff,
no drawing, just qns on wood wood wood plastic plastic plastic,
i tell you i'm no.1 on Mrs Ho's list that'll die soooo badly :D
Oh well, till that day comes, i must not listen in class. Aiyoh, must finish the cubes must must muzzzzzzzz.

Yun actually thinks when i go on spilling all the ccbfyknn shit out's funny.
Hubs banned me from drinking soya bean, i drank magnolia :D
Jolene wants me to take out stuff from my pencilbox cause it's like exploding, haha.
&
Joejoe suggested we run around town then do 50 pushups, wayda go dude.

Lit-on-stage = 2D got in = friday assembly = i'm still the maid (walao :D)

yknow somethings doesn't affect me as much as it would, now.

4:41 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006!

Cause it's you and me and all of the people.
With nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it's you and me and all of the people and .
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of.

#
I failed my chinese, by 3 marks. Haha, i'm may (not) drop hcl for good this time.
Has this been my millionth times screwing chinese up? YES.
English lesson was super funny :D Esp with yunno, tankjewberrymuc.

LIT ON STAGE:(from me!) I LOVE GWEN, I THINK YOU DID A GREAT JOB DOING EVERYTHING? HAHAHAHA I LOVE 2 ROCKING DEIRDRE! 2D ROCKS :D MAIDS ARE THE COOLIEST MAN. (from yunhua) We did our best people. Have you guys noticed that we were the only class that have the whole participation of the class? Both Cast & BackStage crews have done our best. So let's hope our effort would pay off?(: BackStage Crew - The props(BackDrop) were absolutely nicely done. & you guys moved the props real fast today. So yay!:DDD Haha.Cast - We've stayed back just to rehearse for it. We've worked hard. Bonded, & i love you guys!:DDD Funny moments. haha.

I mega heart yunhua's house, i saw another secret again! Yay char :]
Jolene, clarissa, charlotte survived at yunno's house :D Yunno's mum scolded yunno & char for being so unlady-like fighting on the floor :D She started it! Played, talked, everything :D Next time come my house (:
Bus home with _ _! :) 57 _ _! _ _ 57! Haha, whichever i love you :DD
& I want you to be happy! Even if * sucks, blank sms ok! I'll ZOOOM ZOOOOOM ZOOOOOOOM & come to your rescue :D

8:25 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006!

Hey
mum,
it's
a
91.
:"(

Oh brother how did you make mummy so proud of you? Why can't i get the same thing?
I don't know why i'm trying so hard, i've changed a lot.
I curbed my anger, i extended my studying time, i do this i do that, just to prove that i want you to know i'm trying very hard to be the daughter of your dream, or at least a good daughter.
I never thought i could be lower than this, have you seen somebody get so upset with their A1 results?!
Am i failing you expectations? Mummy :"(

I'm willing to forfeit my everything, just to make you be proud to call me yours.
You seem so happy calling Lionel or Roy yours, what about me :"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""(

Anyhow, i still love you though... Maybe i should get used to being a nobody at home, forever.

Should i blog about school? http://happyinsanity.blogspot.com/
Mr tan, can you teach a little bit more hmm.. properly?! It's like instalment the way you speak.
Mr lau, i like set language and notations a lot.
Mdm z, you pretty much scare the shit out of me.
Mr seow, i like to stone during your lessons and i dont like it when you cut my stone away.

I GOT A FOR DANCE, with jolene! Photo-taking, OMG HAHAHA. Last minute but i guess my hair was alright?

My schoollife's :) with jolene yunno clarissa lizzie & many many other people lately. WO AI NI MEN <3
Guess, people could get low sometimes, no matter you guys are my energysource!to world destruction, haha juts kidding :DD

Thanks neek, you've been great help for you're a great mantou friend :]

9:06 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006!

I couldn't finish my art cause all my paint were all eew-ish colours.
But i did finish my 10 boxes, oh well.

My eyes are swollen,
i hate it when you don't understand,
i hate it when you think it's alright,
i hate it that everything's against me and i've to put up with it.
There's so many things i hate, it's gonna be a hell-of-a-hating-week :/

You didn't notice, yes you didn't notice.

You don't know me,

i don't know you.

I just know i don't like it when you're like that.

I hate it, in fact. Goodbye s.

6:12 PM

I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

CHARLOTTE, GO & DO YOUR ART.
JOLENE, REMEMBER WE MUST PRINT OUT OUR REFERENCE PICTURES OR SMTHG.
IF NOT, ART- ZEROOOOOOOOO HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA :D

1:05 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006!

Thank you Joe, thank you Clarissa. Yknow why, so im not blogging this down. But thank you.
As for the rest, i don't know but thanks for making things so fucked up for me :)

Flagday was fun, i always think flagday was redundant and useless.
But actually come to think of it, it's just another excuse for MOE to let students get a feel of what the real singaporeans are like. You always think you can get away with hiding/covering your face when there's like a donation drive, but when you're the one begging for donations- hahahaha :D
Nobody was nasty today moreover, there was a couple of sweet cases and millions of chubby little faces around :) OH DID I MENTION 2D WENT TO PASIR RIS? Hahahaha, we took like i-dunno-how-long just to get there, and dunno-how-long to get back. Haha!
It rained, group 2 was at the whole bus stop shelter there :D
Towned, pepperlunch, out with my parents.
It lightened me a bit yknow, i went to the library and read this book and head back to delifrance.
I swear my baby cousin's the cutest little tinnnnnny thing alive!
Texting Joe like all the way after we met & he gave me $1 :O

HAHAHAHAHA:
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actingklmhsufihsjrenlikemdbijasbrjahuifsuidrgnushamegfdsnijrbuitbwnurenfg.

I'm not letting this affect me, i know i won't be. I learnt my lesson.
No point explaining also.

11:08 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006!

Sometimes, i don't understand why you're doing things that you know that'll hurt you yourself & the people around you. Maybe you were right, something's wrong with you. Why am i the one trying so hard to tell you i care about you?! Why. Does it even matter to you that i still treat you as a good buddy & i do care?!
Maybe, you don't :/ (anymore)

As for this two faced b*, please go screw yourself. You just crossed my limit :/

Im so :/ now.

8:51 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006!

1) stop bitching
2) stop trying to read into people you don't really know
3) stop trying to get close with people your friends are close with
4) stop bitching
5) stop gossiping
-is bitching & gossiping the same thing BUT ANYWAY,
6) stop bitching
7) stop bitching
8) stop bitching
9) stop bossing people
10) stop obsessing over people
One minute ago i was so pissed, now im okay :)

Im starting to get very annoyed with school, for some reason.

http://happyinsanity.blogspot.com/ > go read her blog entries, my eye's closing already. GOODNIGHT! :D

9:58 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006!

We are in Chij Saint Piggy's Convent, we're all piggysians :D
Me & yun was laughingggggg like mad when hahahaha was speaking to us, hahahahaha.
Now im playing flags with yun, so not concentrating. Im going to lose, bad :)
I guessed today was on and off, haha i dunno :D
Was trying to cramp everything into my head in the morning cause ystd was so not productive. Oh man, geog was badly done with 0% of confidence.
What's done cannot be undone, im over geog now.

Zuraida (i wished i knew how to spell her name) gave us a little subject combi talk, i don't really like it now cause ydunno how stress im when it comes to these. I need to get this over & done with.
I really need to stop thinking about this.
But
what
if
i
chose
the
wrong
subjects
to
study
:(
5 more weeks to our major sec 2 war, 2D 2D! We must pull through good together!

Mum's being a bitch (again) -fucken loser.

5:10 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006!

4 down, 3 more to go, in another 3 more days :D
& once this is done, we've got to wait for our marks & get all yknow over it. Ha i can't wait.
i know im going to do badly for maths
i know im going to do badly for english
i know im going to do badly for lit
i know im going to do badly for geog
i know im going to do badly for science
i know im going to do badly for chinese
screw-exams-one-by-one.
:/ :/ :/

i popped my phonebill once again, i wonder what went wrong again.
besides the daily morning msges & the random afterschool msges & the night msges, okay maybe thats what went wrong.
Charlotte must learn to control herself :D Each time my mum threatens to cut offfffffffff my line and make me pay myself, i prove her wrong & im not scared of it, haha sometimes i get sick of the nexttimeyoupayyourselflaeachmonthsooooooomuchone talk :D

laksa with daddy :D was it me or did he had super fast speed, he made me look so suffering choking down laksa & coke :D slept like a log on his car, slept like a log at home.
Now i'm all spazed up & ready to mugggggg. sorry i couldnt join you all teresa for lunch, happy birthday :)

Haha, IM THE MAID for lit-on-stage :D

5:46 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006!

HELLO TERESA WONG, THIS IS DIRECTED TO YOU :D

11:40 PM

My eyes hurt, it's gonna tear so badly man. I need to sleeeeeeeeeeeep but i'm still not done with my lit :/
Oh man, i hate CAs. They're neither major nor small tests, but we still have to mug for them just to get a stinky grade for them :/
Im not complaining.
Im not complaining.
Im sooooooooooooooo not complaining.
Maths' like disaster. 1) i didn't get to finish it. 2) i know i got a 3/5 qns wrong. 3) my graph!!!!!!!!!!!
I like maths but iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii soooooooooooooooo don't like it when we do it under stress and time constrain.

Did i mention im not complaining?

AH-HA, D&T PAPER WAS done-in-a-breeeeeeze. I just don't get the first question ?!isomatric drawing, it's like we could just friggy trace it out from the question paper itself la. What for draw again? Plain scribbling afterall :D

2 down, 5 more to go.
Tomorrow's so not my day, english & lit ): Why are all these upsetting papers coming up first?! :///
My dad has been sitting around house talking to me non-stop since i came home, can somebody bring him back to work?! Why must he go on leave, a 3 DAYS LEAVE. Man, i'm putting earplugs soon :)

5:09 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006!

Something's just not right with this layout. But yknow what, as usual i can't find whats wrong :/

I swear im never ever ever ever going into _'s blog ever again.
It's so pissed reading all those stuff, ok maybe i'm just jealous but ARGGGH..
Forget it :/
Jealousy is a total bluff to anger.

9:21 PM

I did the weirdest thing last night/morning, around 11 to 1, i started packing. Like spring cleaning.
But the sad thing was, i never got a chance to read the old stuff. Oh well, my room's so clean & neat now :D
I've like a mini fridge in the room man, all my hello pandas, time-out, warheads & other usuals.

YAY MY COMP STILL HAS MOVIE MAKER (: & booo, i've got no photos to make a movie out of. HAHA.

10:57 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006!

I never notice this, but i can only type with my (left hand) forefinger, (right) pinkie, forefinger, middle finger and thumb :D

These days, things happen so in-pairs.
I don't know, i was talking to husband then i typed this line, the next minute, that line appeared on tv :D
Then, i was singing (I'm not missing you- Stacie Orrico) for like sooooo long then the radio played it :D
Then, i was showing husband my friendster testimonial about _ & she signed online :D We almost died laughing at it.
As for the rest, i can't remember cause i didn't make any significant note to them :)

Tuition then library with husband, chillpill came along :DD Studied, not-as-productive, hub's house.

OH MAN, THE GUMMY BEARS SHOW'S AIRING ON DISNEY CHANNEL AGAIN!
But it's only in the morning when we're all in school :(
My brother used to watch them with me & we'll sing the theme song together, hahaa :D

9:26 PM

{edited}
I'll redo my template when i get home from tuition & library :D BYEBYE!

OMG, HAHAHAHHAHAA I FORGOT MY CBOX PW/USER :D

10:00 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006!

Random note to:

BESTFRIEND JOLENE, I LOVE YOU! :D For the million times, you've always been there for me through those unwanted phase in school. You never run out of funny things to say, no matter what you always understand :) You're one of those who can read my thoughts. I'll be there for you :D Oh yeah, how come our thoughts forever meet at a point and come to agreement :) raaaah, my other half :) i love you! Quality time after exams? :]

CHILLPILL YUNHUA, I LOVE YOU! :D Our love's going strong again :) You can moodswing/break down/pms all you want on me, cause i know i did them to you last time and i didn't realise till after. It doesn't matter how little or big the thing might be, i'll be there even if you didn't want me to. You know you can count on me :D Cause sorebones count on chillpill just as much! As long as you come clean to me, whatever whichever time or mood i'm in, i'm willing to whack my brain and come out with something to make you cheer up :) I really love & appreciate you being there for me! Though so long, our trust remains :)

HUSBAND CLARISSA, I LOVE YOU! :D THANKS FOR WONDERFUL DAY AFTER NATS DAY! 10th August. How deep is your love (: Well, i don't exactly know how much because it can't be measured/counted! Wo ai ni (: Sorry for banging into you when we were cycling, i was distracted by that song. You're a really a gay screamer :D I love bowling with you! STUDY SESSION TOMORROW :D

Inter-class bowling today! :D You think i can bowl, you think i can bowl!
Hahahaha, i can bowl! Ok, maybe not as good as yingxiu but 2D team 1(me, amanda, yingxiu, sandra) got first :) According to Amanda & the score for game 1 & 2. Omg, i loveeeee bowling :D
9 pins 9 pins 9 pins then the drain then a spar(?)- SO FUN :D To think bowling was so stressful, it's not! Haha, who wanna go bowling with me & see me go lalalalalala over the drain :DD
I love yingxiu! She taught me well :) bowl straight! bowl straight! team 2 was good too! :D GWEN! HAHAHAHAHAAA.

(ok, it's been so long since i've blogged. Everything's so messy. I can't bear to read it la, so byebye!)

8:22 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006!

I LOVE MY CHILL PILL :D
(she's drinking & screaming, aiyoyooooooooooooooooooo:D)
Now i'm at her house, using her computer just because a somebody tagged on my blog.
Hahaaa, right right right right right right(chillpill: can you stop?)
& eew, she happily burped into my maggi mee.
(Hey since you're reading this, on the tv. PLEASE :) HAHAHAHA)

2 Aug 06, 15:45
mantou: fellow mantou.i wanted to tell you this long ago but err so here goes i like you.i really do.
> If you think going around tagging such things on people's tagboard is funny or some case "in just", you don't know how wrong you are. Just because somebody's friend with somebody doesn't mean that way, and even if they do have something on, it's not like, your problem/business right! So please, stop poking your nose into these useless things. -pokepokepokepoke!!!! :/
&
Er as for michelle's tag, nothing happened :/ If he's acting unlike him, let him be.
His problems are no longer mine, we drew a fine line between his life & my life. Period :)

Don't think i'll be online for a few more days, if you need to reach me. you can sms or call me :) If you don't have my number, it means you don't know me well. So haha it shouldn't be urgent, wait for me la! :DD

3:22 PM