You stay and forget where the heart is

Sunday, July 30, 2006!

If i don't go to school tomorrow, i'll miss a geog test, a science test, the photo-taking, the inter-class hockey, morning sms with mantou, another fruitful day with the clique, chinese class :D
Everything's telling i shouldn't, miss fever cough & flu's not being much of a big help anyway.
Guess i'll still be dragging my ass down from jw all the way to tiong, even if i cough blood out (or maybe not)
I don't want to miss out on school & lag behind :/

Caught The LakeHouse with Valmia, Damen & YingSi :D
It's very nice just that i'm missing out on a little here & there cause miss valmia just had to distract me with her laughters in the midst of the show.
Had pizza after that & yep, though i'm sick i didn't blow you offfffffffffffffffff k. Haha :)

How do you get pass a heartbreak so long ago?
you can move on, so can i :D

7:39 PM

You try so hard to hide the pain,
you try so hard to walk away,
you try so hard to be another,
but has anyone tell you this: everyone's special in their own little way?

My bones are aching so badly.

9:42 AM

Saturday, July 29, 2006!

Sometimes i just hate it when they think it's over & start acting like a whole happy family again, when it's not over. I just hate it.

11:51 AM

Thursday, July 27, 2006!

HELLO! :D I feel like a stink bomb throughout the day after PE, oh man
PE= 12 rounds (again) / hoping & doodling off while running / being very very very slow / low in sugar
I really didn't feel like running cause from the start xiuxiu was too fast & my pace was so diff from hers so i was WAYYYYYYYYY behind. After laggin behind from her, i was just scraping through the run. Hahahaaa, thanks for cheering for me nice people :D I was realllllllly not high. Oh well, at least all of us got an A! :D
My waist or whattttttttttttttttttever had a very bad muscle pull, i can't walk up or down the stairs without bearing with the pain or groaning :/ It's really bad & pain :( I'm in such a bad shape now, can't down shuttle run or sit ups till it gets better. Napfa after school, all items A! :DD But it sucked, the results are so :/ So i left with shuttle run & sit ups, i tried running but oh man :/ hahahhaha, dunno who said my shuttle run was shuttle walk.
Everything that made today a suckish day was POSTPONE or CANCELLED.
I was mentally prepared! But before 2.4 re run, i was physically prepared also la :D
Hockey inter-class: walkover, we won. So we played badminton, with my bad bad bad waist, trying to surf was really hard :/ But i still won melmel in many many sets, haha she also beat me la!
Late for english for more than 20 minutes, we thought it was Mrs Lee and we saw her in the canteen so we got a drink & slowly chit chat BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, it was ms survani(?!) Mr fancis was on the verge of scolding us for getting drinks in between classes :D
Put yunno & clarissa & liseah together, you'll die of laughter & yknow how bad it ached laughing with them?! HAHAHHAHAHA.

I think i'll most probably skip school tomorrow, if i can get pass my mum.

pucker up for some kisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssy :DD

Warheads!

Ignore me, look at collette. Haha, ahlian!

MAI LAO SHI!

Cousin, thanks for making me look stupid :)

mighty sushi 4!

Mrs Ho! You're so sexy :)

I think this photo is damnnnnnnnnnnnnn cool. HAHA! :D That explains my triple post.

heehee, :D

5:45 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006!

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!
JONATHAN LEONG LEONG LEONG IS ON SI NOW! SO WHY AM I HERE
?
?
?
?

BECAUSE IT'S SOUYAN MY WORMIE'S BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOU HONEY :]
I'll post you a letter sooner or later! Just wait k :) I love you & i can't wait to see you :D
Oh, sweetheart wo ye ai ni! <3

I LOVE LEONG BIG TIME :D! I bet there's many many leong leong fans out there tooooooooooooo!

Shit, i screwed up my science & maths text :( Studying mood!
Mantou mantou, we must be happy ok :D & we shall study hard! yes yes, let me UPS a pack of mantous over as support :D Haha, just kidding. I hope i motivate you haha, maybe the least bit :) ease up on the stress!
Tomorrow's gonna be busyyyyyyyyyyyy, hockey inter-class(CROSS FINGERS), napfa, science test & i wanna watch LAKEHOUSE!! Miss boyfriend, i hope you'll be mine tomorrow :)
D&T's so boring, i ate in class. Sour power! & Mr chua caught me but he didn't scold la. Forever trying to scare us but hahahahhahaha. I feel so hahaha & sleepy today, oh charlotte charlotte.
YJC was like $15 away from my house, like so :/ now i'm short of $$$

Somethings happened, i dunno why & how it happen.................... (again) but i guess it's okay alrd?

What's clique when hahahaha you hahahhaa fucking hahahaha keeps hahahhaa hahahhahahaha.
Hahaha, most of the time you hahahaha don't even hahahha know it's hahahahhaa you hahahaha we're hahahahaha LAUGHING ahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahah at.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Bitch fit, oh shut up :/

OMG, I LOVE ZHENHAO! YOU ROCK. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D
thanks for digging out your notes & going-to lend them to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

9:01 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006!

I've been trying to log in for the past hour, now i can finally settle down: change skin & blog :)
Haha, i'm red. Reddish-brown & i wonder issit a curse or whattttttttttt, whenever i get sunburnt i'll have a pimple on my left cheek. That bloody spot is just so OUT STANDING :/

Sentosa yesterday! C C A T Y E :) Cycle, water, tan, lunch, water, tan, skyride, luge & dinner!
Yunno & col just kept falling down from their bikes, i caused yunno a few cuts cause she was IN the way! Keep to your left policy so applies to cycling. Then me & ter played in the water, y c a dugged a hole & burried me inside. Amanda kept stuffing sand in my bra :( in front & behindddddddddddddddddd. Tanned a little then we had lunch, cupnoodles! I've been craving for that :D Played in the wading pool! This little girl went like "Why do your scream so much?!" HAHAHA :DD
Swam somemore with terter & yunno, went over the other shore. Yunno & i took GIANT rocks & threw them & picked them, throw pick throw pick :] Went back, all were in the water. We made a little friend again :) He's damn cute, copying our actions! Haha :D Played, tanned then skyride.
Yunno was damn funny :D We took off our slippers! So cooling, luge baby luge!
I didn't crash or anything, damn safe this time. Col crashed & her slippers flew awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, haha! Luge's like so fun, too bad it's sucha short trail.
Oh yeah, me & col tried cycling ALL THE WAY out of the beach but then it was really too high & the bus driver was pointing fingers at us :DD

Shared things with yunno & the rest, made promises that we'll study. WE WILL! :)

Way home was really :( I was lost & alone cause the NE line weren't working. I almost took 197 till bedok cause i took the opposite way, thank god i stopped at bugis & took train home. My direction sense really sucked big time yesterday :D First i brought everybody to take the wrong bus when we wanted to go back palawan from silso then going home we took the red line which was wrong :D We wasted like 1 hour in total. HAHA.

We all so chaota la :)

Today.
School
was
really
the
same
like
any
other
day.
Had laksaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I love Melmel big time :D & the rest of the clique :)

5:36 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006!

Sometimes.
I wonder why i hate you yet love you so much.
&
sometimes,
i just wished it never happen.

Sushi with my folks, such fun [:

11:40 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006!

Hey Singapore, you know what we've got
no more pretty face on SI anymore,
no more pretty hand gestures anymore,
no more anticipating performance anymore.
We've just kicked Gayle out, great how great.

But thank god Leong's still in, if he's out i'll not watch SI anymore :/

JONATHAN LEONG ALL THE WAY BABY [:
I think Hady's goooooood too, Rock DJ :DD

10:57 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006!

Hello people, i'm feeling horribly tired & oh man, NVM.

we had 2.4 today :) Yay all of us for deproving not just 1 minute but 2 minutes! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, omg. I hate the track, i'm 3rd :( TERESASASASASAASSASASASASA overtook me la, heehaw i was like really sick of running on the same track :/
I GOT A B, JUST BECAUSE I'M 14 ALREADY. OH MY GOD. Haha, you think i'm sad but actually i'm not, i'm disappointed to the extend that i vomitted my m&ms out, eew. Well, yay all those who ran today. To the rest, boo you for chickening out :D haha just kidding. I'm gonna have a hard time with jolene on thursday, shitto.
I don't want to re run, my cramps are like DEPRIVING ME FROM SINGING!

Okay, after school. 6 people magically squeezed into the cab :D

The mighty sushi four!
We waited for like 30 minutes for the buffet to start, then after that we became so gluttony & omg, the rate we were eating was WHOOSH BABY! [: Yunno was being really really un-appreciative to all the wonderful variety of sushi we had! She only had the egg one =.= & the common ones little kids'll eat. So i sms gwen & eye contact for a long while, she didn't know then i called her. She started staring at her phone after that :DD
Gwen brought yun to toilet, charlotte & mer put lots of wasabi into the sushi yun just took but not touch :) You should've seen yun's reaction, i almost died laughing :DD One of our silly-est moments, ok not ours. YUNN's :D I put wasabi on yunn's face too cause she was tempting me to, stirring my wasabi till it looked like lau-sai.
Mer & I love salmon! Thumbs up for mer! She had like 2 plates in one minute, i shared with her laaaaaaaaa.

Now i'm too full for dinner.
Ok, then bball match. THEY WON :D yay! mantou, i went to watcccccccccccccccccccccccccccccch!! haha. I didn't get to see _ watch. OH MAN.

Monday's not my day. First we had dance & geog & :((((((((( I didn't get to see him play. Curse taxi drivers who has bad hearing!

8:18 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006!

Love like this may change or, not.

10:09 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006!

Hello! This is yunNOSE blogging for charTOE!:DDD
>CharTOE goes really high when she have her sexdrive(: Especially when yunNOSE have the turn-on-charlotte's factor.
>I'm happyyyyyyyyyyy! Are you?
But I'm boreddddddddd!):
>I love Ms Bunny Swan! She's so retarded!:DDD
You'd love her too! But your speaker's spoilt. I want more stupid days to come! Stupid days whereby, we retard all day long!(: Oh, I'm being random by the way.

Let's cherish the time we have left 2Deirdreans!
It seems as though the year just started not long ago,
But we're already half through with it.
Time seems to fly by so quickly when we yearn for it to freeze.
& before we know it, a year would past.
>This is getting way too ):
NOW SMILE:D

-I LOVE CHARTOE!

8:29 PM

Lizzie & yunhua made me look like the horniest girl in class today.
I don't know why but yun always has this imturningyouon face, haha sickkk :DD
Gave yunhua 2 love bites ystd, lizzie many many many kisses today! muack muack muackzxzxz.

from yunno's blog:
!!!PC- Liseah & I didn't want to sit with Charlotte, who apparently was having her PC-Period's Sex-Drive. She'd totally sexually harrass us.
This is what happened:
Liseah&I: Stop touching us!
Charlotte: Don't want!(Or something like that)
Liseah: MRLAU!!!!!!!!!
MrLau: Yes?
Liseah>Points to Charlotte: She keep touching me!!!
MrLau: Touch..you?
Charlotte,Liseah & I: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

See why i like sitting beside them :)

&&&&&&
What turns Teresa on? > The Mushroom Charlotte dropped on her ahem.
What turns Charlotte on? > ME!

I FRIGGY DROPPED A MUSHROOM ON TER'S CB TODAY :D During recess. Damn funny :DD

But the whole day through, i lost my hyper mood ): Goodbye!

4:57 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006!

If you were wondering what that red spot on my face was, it's my pimple.
Fucking screwed :DD Oh well, that's puberty for me & gross-ness for you! haha.

Englishenglishenglish, how the hell do we finish 2 compres in 45 minutes or less!! my my, she's really becoming Mrs Lee. Sitting with mel & jolene & yingxiu & farlin & omana for english's the most lucky thing that could happen to me for english class [:
Mel's always laughing at me, i made a farting sound during prayers (:D) she started giggling & bitting her lips, holding back her laughters. But you know she can't live without me!! HAHAHAHA.
Jolene distracts me like whattheeeeee & gets me into trouble with her; vice versa, compre & toilet trips :DD
The sound you always hear coming from xiuxiu is TSK TSK TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :)
& farlin would act really really blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, on purpose when omana gives the evil smile :)
I love my english group! The babies [: cause i kept saying yeah baby on this high day, haha!

I've got a new handbook cover!! :)
No more Jerry Yan ): Hello, retro-nesssssssssssssssssss.

Today, me & llettellette(!Zomg) was almost late for school :) Maths was fun, overrall.

Try reading the post from bottom up, it helps with the organisation :DD Ok, goodbye.

5:28 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006!

Seriously, i don't see why people can get angry with each other over minor things.
Like dissing each other off & ending up in a huge fight then .....
It's like the term people always say "friends forever!!" all gone wrong, so what's the point of actually saying it. Even when one party does something wrong, the other must compromise & help make the friendship stronger. Sometimes, i just don't like it when people who has EVERYTHING throws them away. Before you know it, they start to regret & i assume that's the best thing they can do. Even if they get back together, what's left before will always be the ugly scars. When thing get out of control, it's best for isolation.
Situations make the best out of all friendships & to maintain it, honesty trust faith, takes us to greater level of understanding! :DD

The day was so nothingproductivedone. Oh well, i love jolene :D she's going to the hospital now because of her super weird toe. I'm going for a haircut, pray to god it won't be screwed. I can't stand my fringe!!!! :D

Private blog :D TERTER COME COME!!

4:17 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006!

I LOVE YOU TOO(:
Haha. I was the one who started with being emo is gay. Haha.
GAY, GAY! Clay Aiken is Mr. Gay man. Haha.

Yo bestie cum shopping partner(:
I see you sitting beside me for almost every SINGLE period.

And yes, I LOVE DISTRACTING YOU [:

carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
who's that?
carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
your dp?
it's more than a sting, heart. says:
ME!!!!
it's more than a sting, heart. says:
HAHAHAHA : D
carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
you had long hair?
it's more than a sting, heart. says:
i'll tell you the story tomorrow : D
carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
okay
it's more than a sting, heart. says:
YES LONG LONG HAIR!
carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
dont look curly
it's more than a sting, heart. says:
: D
carry all your thoughts across an open field. says:
hahahahahahahahaha

You had long hair!! Haha.

Bye sweetheart(: Jolene out(:

8:15 PM

I don't like 7-11's sandwich ):
Sunday's like sooooooooooooooooo boring.

12:18 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006!

If only i could tell you how much you meant to me last time, i won't have to let you go.

Don't ask me about my day, i slept through it & my mummy's jealous :D
I'm so happpppppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy now!!

10:03 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006!

I didn't get to finish watching Ghost Whisperer :/ & i am so pissed with my brother. (edited) Now, i'm not :)

School was ok, exam homeroom! :D
I hate Friday's timetable, triple english&lit, double chinese, maths & assembly. Very very boring.
During Chinese, the pretty teacher came to class. I bet laoshi was damn jealous cause we seemed so enthu in her class rather than usual :DD Pretty teacher has a pretty ribbon hairband & very nice snacks. Haha!

After school stayed for awhile to be the deejay for the dance but i left early. Ended up me, jolene & birdy was taking crap photos which they both haven't uploaded :D Well, let me post a couple of old photos.
I finished the PW work! It was saved earlier on man, i'm saved :) & i'm done. Gwen, come online. Let me send to you! Then i slept from 5 to 8, my grandma didn't wake me up so i guess it'll be a rather long night for me today! mummy got very nice zi cai today, i had like one fulllllllllllllllllll packet with her :D

Tomorrow, i shall study, pack, study & homework :D Sunday's the fun!

During Amanda's party :D Last year.

10:49 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006!

OMG I'M AT TERESA WONG CHAO TA'S HOUSE NOW :DD !!
they're doing the dance thing & i'm like the deeeeeejay, haha.
School was tiring today, i'll blog more at home? (maybe)

Oh, daniel. What's with the PS WOR?!? :/

5:09 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006!

It's the wrong impression! So what's the point?! :///

7:25 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006!

Like, yo i'm really in a foul mood today.
My movie maker just hung on me in the midst of my pw video :/
& that fking bitch totally spoiled my mood during lit & eng.
& you killed the rest of the day with that text, fk you.

Ahha, i'm not friendly today.

Let's pray that my movie maker will let me save a copy before it closes. But the problem is, it's just lying down there. Oh man, my ulcer hurts. It's like a size of a sunflower seed, i hate sunflower seeds.

{deleted part}You carry on with your mindgames, i'll carry on with my life. Much as it's over, nothing can be revive.

School was tiring, i slept during lit & Mrs Lee mouthed charlottestoptalkingandlisten when i was awake for awhile. That jolene pig, always making Mrs Lee scold the both of us when she was talking to herself facing me! :DD PW was productive during the second period cause gwen was doing everything so i thought we should add in a bit more that's why i'm using movie maker!!!!! ARGH :/ I'm screwed. Geog was uhmm, ok. But can we have a new teacher ?! I don't like Mdm Z, she picks on me. Lao shi screamed my name across the class too.

Man, i'm blessed to be scolded in every single class. Except maths, mr lau's like never scold anyone in particular for talking before. Okay, why am i blogging this. I'm off now :D Catching up on a little sleep now.

Note to all: post's a little out of place today. Here & there & everywhere!

/edit
Yiling, thanks for telling me all those stuffs (: It's really helpful. I love you, big time! Follow your heart [:

5:53 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006!

I wonder why did i choose sucha stupid pw for the portal.
& now that i forgot what it is, i've completely no face to ask for it :D
The only thing i remember the pw having was bigfatpigs & my pw's like bloody long
cause i was going crazily high that day (term 2) during class!! So yeah, i was hoping lizzie remembers
& i wanted her to have the same pw with me.
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.
.
SO NOW I CAN'T DO THE PORTAL HOMEWORK & LAURA'S GOING TO GO YA-YA AGAIN.

I foresee a killing session during chinese :DD & man, i'm prepared to stand outside of class pulling my ears (JK!) This is another act of my stupidity & crappiness. So much for being high, you get a thrashing & lost pw :D

Town with collette, gwen, yunhua & amanda. Birdy popped by a little while in zara & bk.
Caught campus ghost stories, bigggg drama happened in the threatre.
Note to all: never ever pick up the phone & say "hello cheebye" in the middle of the show when you've 3 elders sitting in front of you. It's gna be ugly :D
Yun spent her time in the movie (non-stop) texting & screaming :/ really irritating. My shoes were killing me& collette wore heels :D

HAPPY YOUTH Y'ALL! :)

8:27 PM

Suddenly after reading *'s blog, i'm motivated to study & i'm damn serious. I hate it when i feel like a loser :/ now i feel like a loser, rah.
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Dear you,
i don't know what has gotten into you lately.
You've started to show your emotions to me, it's not that i'm complaining or what.
But why issit only the bad ones?!
Why are you making it so hard for me to least reply your msges.
I hate it when your replies are just like one line full of apologises.
It sucks, get this. It does suck, big time.
Long ago, i treated you like shit & i know it's wrong.
I've changed cause i know you've been a great friend. So i hope i don't lose you.
You're like one of those i share my stuff with.
One of those who've been there for like 2-3 years.
One of those who'd do anything to make me happy.
Is this your real self or what?!
Cause i really tried making you happy, i've done everything you did last time.
Loves much,
Charlotte <3

12:23 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006!

Syf ended on a rather heavy note yesterday :)
I'm really glad that these syf sessions has brought all of us closer to one another, esp the bus rides.
Well, it's over now. All of us had a smacking time, plenty of laughs in between dances & wrong colours.
Thank you 2 Deirdre for all the fun :D

Dinner with the 6 red cuckoos! Melissa, Yunhua, Collette, Amanda, KaiLyn & me :D Crapping session.
Then home with the 5 CGs cause amanda left. Then the rest of us were playing in harbourfront mrt station.
We were making like so much noise. Without them, i bet i'll still be like really really upset over something. I love you all!

Today, went to watch superman with my little cousin :D
Spent like half the movie explaining what's happening & he was like a nosebleeding machine. Omg, i almost died seeing so much blood. We made this keychain thingy together, pretty fun & yeah. Superman's like wooo! :D I woke up like, 2 today. Haha, talk about morning cramps. My bones weren't mine today.

1.Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!"

I have been tagged by my sweetheart, Woonguek :)

10 favourites
Favourite colours: Green, red & blue!
Favourite food: mom's spaghetti :D
Favourite songs: The Way by Clay Aiken!! Amazing by Westlife. I like a lot other songs, too many to list down :D
Favourite movies: A LOT LIKE LOVE!
Favourite sport: Any sports with the clique :) EXCEPT BASKETBALL, eew.
Favourite season: summer!
Favourite day of the week: Saturday!
Favourite ice-cream flavour : VANILLA BABY :]

9 currents
Current mood: happy going sad.
Current clothes: converse top & fbt.
Current desktop: Grey :D
Current toe nail colour: usual colour
Current time: 2207
Current surroundings: Quiet.
Current thought: how come like that one!! :/

8 first
First bestfriend: Valmia? Nadiana? Jolene? :DD
First crush: I used to watch hi-5 alot & Tim was an eyecandy. HAHA.
First movie: I can't remember.
First piercing: My mum said when i was 1, right..
First lie: HAHAA.
First music: My dad's singing.
First car: hot wheels!

7 last
Last cigarette: Never & ever.
Last drink: Self-made eew-ish ribena.
Last car ride: Taxi ride considered? just.
Last crush: Nobody, honest.
Last movie i had seen: High school musical encore & Legally blonde 1, at the same time. show-hopping :D
Last phone call: Teresa Wong Chao Ta!
Last cd played: Avril Lavigne- Let Go. Needed a little sad punk.

6 Have you ever (how come only 5 questions?!)
Have you ever date one of ur bestfriend: Everytime we go out, it's considered as a date right :D
Have you ever broken the law: I jay walk a lot! Almost got killed.
Have you ever arrested: No.
Have you ever kiss someone that you dont know: NO.

5 things that you're wearing: I'm wearing a horrible hair now, panties, bra, a o.o face & tee shirt.
4 things that you have done today: Walked, slept, movie, sang :D
3 things you heard right now: This showline, my keyboard & my brother slamming something.
2 things that you can't live without: I can't live without anyone i know of now cause i'm living with them in my life now :) Don't them away from me!
1 things you do when you're bored : I take photos of random stuff, like my things.

5 of you, i'll appreciate if you do this quiz :)
MERL SHAHILIA SHAZLEEN KAILYN JOLENE.

9:45 PM